I have to believe that no matter what size I am or what caused me to be that way, I will find that man; the man that looks into my gorgeous face and sees my gorgeous personality, and wraps his arms around my fat body.
(This was published on xoJane.com back in February 2014, but was actually written a couple years prior to that…now…an amendment…)
After having dealt with these health issues for well over a decade now, I am pretty much meh about it all. Now, that’s not to say that I don’t care or that I’m shirking my health because I just don’t care…I’ve just come to terms with my situation. Do I want to lose weight for health and mobility reasons? Sure. That’d be cool. Do I actively work out or visit a gym? HAHAHAHA. Snort. Do I think that my size is the reason why I am 31 and still (fabulously) single? Maybe it partially is, but not because men do not find me attractive. I have no shortage of men that fall in love instantaneously with me, because, I mean, I am super hot and super charming. Puhhhhh-lease. But I will say that I do limit my own self in my social life because I don’t go anywhere, and yes, part of it is because I second guess how I will fit into the space or if it will have seating because I don’t want to stand the whole time, blah blah blah. Now, part of it is just slight anxiety, but part is being a fat woman in public (small) spaces.
With that amendment put out there, just want to also point out again, I am still single (and still fabulously so), so hi men! How yoooooooou, doin’?